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Tianna.18. Finlandia University. Surfing. running. basketball. room volleyball/dodgeball/pillow fights. texting. fashion. photography. music. modeling. cracking every bone in my body :) (requested by justin)

to dylan:

I love you. :) You, yes you. You are the most beautiful human being to enter my life. I want you to know that I will always & forever love you, with all my heart, my soul, and all my being. I want you to smile and remember all of this whenever you’re upset or down and depressed or even when someday we fight and don’t talk for a little (which I hope doesn’t happen but I know we will argue because all couples do), so you can be happy again and remember that I will ALWAYS love and care about you. I want you to realize I’m going to do everything in my power to make you happy. To make you smile and brighten your days, I want to be your everything.  I won’t stop until we’re both so madly in love that all we can think about every day is each other, which honestly I believe we’re already there because I know I think about you ALL the time.  Your voice is the most amazing sound to me. Listening to you talk makes me just melt inside, listening to you sing Someone Like You by Adele in the car makes me smile and laugh and think to myself, man am I one lucky ass girl to have met someone as amazing as you. And when you call me baby I melt like a fucking popsicle. I could sleep just listening to you talk, because it’s special to me; you are special to me. You truly make me feel like I’m worth something and that I’m beautiful inside AND out. When you compliment me or call me all these cute names I never know what to say because my stomach fills with butterflies. Which is why my response is usually either “shut up” or “I love you!” Before I met you I wasn’t too confident in myself and I know I’m not the most confident of people now, but I have gotten more confident since I met you.  Knowing that you really are in love with me the same way I’m in love with you, makes me the happiest girl ever. I can’t even believe that you came into my life, filling me with happiness every waking moment of our lives these past 5 months since we first met. When I text you I’m happy, when we’re on the phone I’m even happier, when I’m WITH you I”m the happieet.  I can’t wait to be able to fall asleep in your arms though. To wake up to your face, kiss you whenever I like. That’s what I look forward to because I’m making it a personal goal to happen one day. I want nothing more than you. I don’t care if you can’t give me the world, I’ll take whatever you’re willing to give me. I just want you for you. I know I love you, I knew it after 2 weeks of being in a relationship with you. I’ve fallen head over heels in love with you. I wish I could show you how incredible and remarkable you truly are. I’m hoping one day I can truly show that to you and one day I will. On the day that happens, it will be the beset day ever. You know why? Because it’ll be the day I marry you.  It’ll be that day and every single day after that. When we buy our first house, have our first kid, a little boy just for you… and every single moment after that until the day we die. I never want you to be upset, because you have someone who will always be here to pick you up, me. I know I may not always know what to say or do, but just to remind you, I will always be there to listen to every single word you have to say. I’ll always be there to catch you when you fall, if we’re speaking literally catch you… I will help you up again if I can’t actually catch you lol. And I will hold onto you forever. I can’t always be there with you physically, but mentally I am there, always. Right beside you, laying next to you, holding you so close. I love those silences on the phone when neither of us are talking. Most people find them awkward and annoying, but iwth you I love it. I can just listen to you breathe and I feel comfortable. It’s soothing actually, hearing you breathe. Especially when I’m actually with you, laying down with you in your arms, it’s one of my favorite things to do, listen to your heart<3 I trust you with everything in me, even if I may not show it all the time and truthfully that still scares me because I don’t trust easy at all. This message will never truly cover it all, that’s why I send you these messages so often because I never wanna waste a second in our lives in which I could be telling you how much I love you.  but I will leave you messages like this as often as I feel necessary because you deserve them baby. I love you with all of my heart. More than I could ever put down in words. One day I’ll be able to put it all down, but remember baby I want you to read this whenever you’re upset or just need a good smile. You have become my everything, with every text, with every phone call, with every moment we spend together, with every smile. I love you Dylan Scott Van Tubergen, always & forever because you are my soulmate, you are my forever and you always will be. I promise that will never, even for a second, ever change.<3

Tagged: #a letter to my boyfriend.

9:40:39 @ 7/6/2012
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